It's been a thoughtful kind of day today... I'm wondering why in the hell I'd make the decision to join a gym in 35+ degree heat? Seriously, I'm going to die!
Anyways, I've been thinking about what I want to achieve once the 90 days are over and here it is... After 90 days (aside from being a little healthier) I would like to do a pinup style boudoir shoot. I'm going to be the new old lady pinup - yep, 35 and a Mumma of 3. I've had a pinup shoot done once before, it was to celebrate my and my daughter's birthday (yep, she's a birthday thief). I was 35 and she was 1.
I am not so high opinioned of myself that I imagine I'm any kind of glamour but I want to set a good example for my daughter.
I have two sons but the day the Birthday Thief was born my mindset had a strange change. In the past I've tried weightloss pills (duromine put me in hospital), shakes, fasting all that kind of crap and not only did it not work but it really made me depressed because I wasn't enjoying what I was doing. I decided when my girl was born that I'm going to embrace who I am, what my size is. There is so much more to me as a human being than what I look like and that's how I want her to grow up. I love my big boobies, I love that I have curves. I just want more definition. I want to see a difference between upper and lower legs and I want my arms to flap a little less when I wave.
So, may I now introduce to you Miss Unique Ornfarts!
Anyways, I've been thinking about what I want to achieve once the 90 days are over and here it is... After 90 days (aside from being a little healthier) I would like to do a pinup style boudoir shoot. I'm going to be the new old lady pinup - yep, 35 and a Mumma of 3. I've had a pinup shoot done once before, it was to celebrate my and my daughter's birthday (yep, she's a birthday thief). I was 35 and she was 1.
I am not so high opinioned of myself that I imagine I'm any kind of glamour but I want to set a good example for my daughter.
I have two sons but the day the Birthday Thief was born my mindset had a strange change. In the past I've tried weightloss pills (duromine put me in hospital), shakes, fasting all that kind of crap and not only did it not work but it really made me depressed because I wasn't enjoying what I was doing. I decided when my girl was born that I'm going to embrace who I am, what my size is. There is so much more to me as a human being than what I look like and that's how I want her to grow up. I love my big boobies, I love that I have curves. I just want more definition. I want to see a difference between upper and lower legs and I want my arms to flap a little less when I wave.
So, may I now introduce to you Miss Unique Ornfarts!